So today has been a new day with people slowly noticing my emotions.
So many emotions yet I am still alive, which proves that I am pretty good at handling my emotions.
I wouldnt want to brag as I still have a lot of feelings for him but I am happy that i am controlling all these raw emotions.
Went for dinner with Tky, Su and Mel. Awesome food comes with awesome company. They were worried for me as Tky was wanting to have a 'talk'. But its nice to know that there is them behind me all the time although I just grew close to them this year, it already feels like family.
After dinner came some leisure time where we headed to Crown Casino for a little bit of gambling before our movie. We watched Prometheus and had a long discussion after about the movie as we arent really Alien fans and we were kind of lost.
Came home to see the one person i didnt expect to see Mr Purple. Mr Purple is the person i have fallen for, yet cant because he is straight. Well I havent exactly described Mr Purple. He is funny, forever a stoner and caring. Came home to see him playing PS3 on my couch.
Although I feel like I shouldn't avoid him, here I am locking myself in my room so the feelings can somehow disappear. But hey, its going to be a new day again.
Leave your comments on how you manage your feelings. Because I am very open to suggestions at the moment. Just to keep everything inside and not let it show.
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