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So The weekend has passed.

On Friday MY asked me over to his place because his mum cooked. I declined the offer with a shitty excuse.

Well mummy MY is really nice and I think she likes me so I guess that is good.

the day you went away

Mr Purple is finally coming back today. Can't wait to see him again

Has been a week since he's been gone. 

I really do not think it is healthy for me to even like him.

Knowing he is coming back today left me restless the whole night

Still awake at 9.50am just because I am watching sappy love movies feeling warm and fuzzy

funny thing, life

So today has been a new day with people slowly noticing my emotions. 

So many emotions yet I am still alive, which proves that I am pretty good at handling my emotions. 

I wouldnt want to brag as I still have a lot of feelings for him but I am happy that i am controlling all these raw emotions.

Went for dinner with Tky, Su and Mel. Awesome food comes with awesome company. They were worried for me as Tky was wanting to have a 'talk'. But its nice to know that there is them behind me all the time although I just grew close to them this year, it already feels like family.

After dinner came some leisure time where we headed to Crown Casino for a little bit of gambling before our movie. We watched Prometheus and had a long discussion after about the movie as we arent really Alien fans and we were kind of lost. 

Came home to see the one person i didnt expect to see Mr Purple. Mr Purple is the person i have fallen for, yet cant because he is straight. Well I havent exactly described Mr Purple. He is funny, forever a stoner and caring. Came home to see him playing PS3 on my couch. 

Although I feel like I shouldn't avoid him, here I am locking myself in my room so the feelings can somehow disappear. But hey, its going to be a new day again. 

Leave your comments on how you manage your feelings. Because I am very open to suggestions at the moment. Just to keep everything inside and not let it show.

New chapter. New beginning

So this blog is going to be going through a change. How I fell for a straight guy even if I am not suppose to